I don't know why I can't write in Chinese

just like I don't know how to tell u all the feelings

hurt, or something like that

 

I know u are somehow showing your careness of me and mayby u want others to know that u know me a lot

but it's really not something that u shoule speak out

 

I received your messages and read them

I know u received mine too

just like I said, I don't know how to calm down and thus write this

hope u will forgive me for my wordy

thanks

 

I am sorry for yelling at u in the lab cause I'm really angry and since I haven't felt like this for a long time I don't know how to control it